if you asked me to name one of the most annoying things in the world, it would be pressure. cus no matter who you are, you just can't escape it. and you can never truly escape pressure the older you get. and that is because people will always be there to judge you. no matter who you are, if you don't do something right or if you don't look a certain way then you are going to be judged and pressured into changing who you are.
see, this is why i sometimes think back to my child hood days. they were great wern't they. you had no responsibility, your parents were practically your slaves and when you met someone the same age as you they were themselves. purely themselves. and you would be yourself. because you didn't no anything different. but as the years pass and you grow, of corse your going to change. but what you have to remember is that everyone your age is going through the exact same thing. some are just better at hiding it than others.
but i would have to say, one of things that make me cringe is relationships. i mean, good for you if you have a boyfriend and your in a normal relationship. i am happy for you. but what some people have to realise is that you don't have to have a boyfriend/ girlfriend to make you happy. im sixteen and at the moment, most of my friends have boyfriends/ girlfriends. im happy for them. but it's just when i am hanging out with a coupple of mates and their boyfriends, i feel like a 5th wheel. i am actually saying that i have sat in a feild watching two of my friends make out with two of my other friends. on that same day, i had one friend telling me that she was going to set me up with a guy so i don't end up becoming a 5th wheel. TOO LATE.
i don't want a boyfriend at the moment. i mean, what are we supposed to do? i find that the situation in too limited to have a proper relationship with someone cus you both can't drive, your bodies are chaning which adds the added pressure of sex and if someone you like doesn't like you back then some people tend to milk it for everything that it's worth, stinging the other person alone. thats not right, get a life. but of corse it's cool to have a boyfriend and to have sex and to do drugs. hey, who am i to argue with the trends?
laterz
Sunday, 1 August 2010
Friday, 30 July 2010
quiz
thanks to jackstephan for the quiz. be warned some questions are not to be taken seriosly
1. What's your name?
Elinor
2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
my pajamas :)
3. Last thing you ate?
kinda bueno
4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
at any greasy restraunt. i hate the smell
5. I say Shotgun, you say:
screw you
6. Last person you hugged?
beth willlicome :) awsome girl
7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
u must b joking
8. Would you date anyone you met online?
depends on where they lived and how old they were.
9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
my hair when it behaves
10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
cafe nero love their paninis
11. Who is your best friend?
do i really have to choose just one
12. What time of the day is it?
18:47
13. Who/What made you angry today?
Nobody/Nothing
14. Baseball or Football?
baseball cus i can do a hell of a lot more damage with a baseball and its bat rather than a football. i also like the basebball song whereas football songs annnoy me
15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
yea right. that wouldnt b a pretty sight
16. Favorite type of Food?
Chinese
17. Favorite holiday:
Venice. i absolutly love italy
18. Do you download music:
yes, yes i do
19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
of corse i do. i also cant ware socks for more than a few hours.
20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
if your chinese then i guess they r alright. or if you speak chinese. but if you dont understand it dont get it done. there is no fing point
21. Would you date the person who posted this?
No i dont think i would
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
i wish
23. Do you love anyone?
does an imaginary person count
24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
not really. most of them just make me laugh but i still take it as a sign that the person doesnt truly like themselves the way they are and to me thats not right.
25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no but i so want to go. i have many deams of my friends pushing me off cuz im too scared to jump lol
26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
does the ride at centre parks count? but i think i have i just cant remember
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
the only people i no who are ten yrs older then me are in my family
28. How many pets do you have?
One. and some fish but they're my dads
29. Have you met a real redneck?
No.
30. How is the weather right now?
grayish. nothing special really
31. What are you listening to right now?
airoplanes - B.o.B
32. What is your current favorite song?
new shoes Paulo nutini
33. What was the last movie you watched?
scooby-doo the movie
34. Do you wear contacts?
No. but i do were glasses
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
canterbury :)
36. What are you afraid of?
that ill fail in life. that i will make the wrong choices and regret some things
37. How many piercings have you had?
two, one in each ear
38. What piercings do you want?
i dont think i really want anymore. but u never know
39. What's one thing you've learned this year?
That a bowling ball needs to go forward and not backwards
40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
chocolate milkshake. i am adicted to those things
41. What Magazines are you reading?
i dont. i like books
42. Have you ever fired a gun:
i have fired a lazer gun, but not a real gun. that would be a cool experience
43. Are you missing someone?
not at the moment. i dont have anyone to miss
44. Favorite TV show?
house MD, chuck, friends, drop dead diva
45. Do you have an obession with WoW?
whats WoW?
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
no i dont think so. if they have i cant remember
47. What celeb do you look like?
im unique and dont like to be compared to anyone else
48. Who would you like to see right now?
jhonny depp. like thats going to happen
49. Favorite movie of all time?
some like it hot
50. Do you find yourself loved?
by my friends and family, yes
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?
yes, several times lol
52. Favorite smell?
waterstones
53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
i dot like popcorn much, it tastes of cardbord
54. What's something that really bugs you?
when peopel jude people and think they are better than everyone else
55. Do you like Michael Jackson?
as a person, i didint no him but sdome of his songs were good
56. Taco Bell or Burger King?
depends on if i want a burger or mexican food
57. What's your favorite perfume?
black xs
58. Favorite baseball team?
chicargo cubs cus its the only one i no about
59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
no
60. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
36 hours
61. Last time you went bowling?
today was my first time on the 30th of july
62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
on the floor
63. Who was your last phone call?
jack
64. Last time you were at work?
dog sitting for my next door neighbour
65. What's the closest orange object to you?
the 'publish post' sign just below now
1. What's your name?
Elinor
2. What is your favorite thing to wear?
my pajamas :)
3. Last thing you ate?
kinda bueno
4. One place you will NEVER eat at?
at any greasy restraunt. i hate the smell
5. I say Shotgun, you say:
screw you
6. Last person you hugged?
beth willlicome :) awsome girl
7. Does anyone you know wanna date you?
u must b joking
8. Would you date anyone you met online?
depends on where they lived and how old they were.
9. Name something you like physically about yourself:
my hair when it behaves
10. The last place you went out to dinner to?
cafe nero love their paninis
11. Who is your best friend?
do i really have to choose just one
12. What time of the day is it?
18:47
13. Who/What made you angry today?
Nobody/Nothing
14. Baseball or Football?
baseball cus i can do a hell of a lot more damage with a baseball and its bat rather than a football. i also like the basebball song whereas football songs annnoy me
15. Ever gone skinny dipping?
yea right. that wouldnt b a pretty sight
16. Favorite type of Food?
Chinese
17. Favorite holiday:
Venice. i absolutly love italy
18. Do you download music:
yes, yes i do
19. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
of corse i do. i also cant ware socks for more than a few hours.
20. Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos?
if your chinese then i guess they r alright. or if you speak chinese. but if you dont understand it dont get it done. there is no fing point
21. Would you date the person who posted this?
No i dont think i would
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
i wish
23. Do you love anyone?
does an imaginary person count
24. Are colored contact lenses sexy?
not really. most of them just make me laugh but i still take it as a sign that the person doesnt truly like themselves the way they are and to me thats not right.
25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
no but i so want to go. i have many deams of my friends pushing me off cuz im too scared to jump lol
26. Have you ever gone white-water rafting?
does the ride at centre parks count? but i think i have i just cant remember
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
the only people i no who are ten yrs older then me are in my family
28. How many pets do you have?
One. and some fish but they're my dads
29. Have you met a real redneck?
No.
30. How is the weather right now?
grayish. nothing special really
31. What are you listening to right now?
airoplanes - B.o.B
32. What is your current favorite song?
new shoes Paulo nutini
33. What was the last movie you watched?
scooby-doo the movie
34. Do you wear contacts?
No. but i do were glasses
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
canterbury :)
36. What are you afraid of?
that ill fail in life. that i will make the wrong choices and regret some things
37. How many piercings have you had?
two, one in each ear
38. What piercings do you want?
i dont think i really want anymore. but u never know
39. What's one thing you've learned this year?
That a bowling ball needs to go forward and not backwards
40. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
chocolate milkshake. i am adicted to those things
41. What Magazines are you reading?
i dont. i like books
42. Have you ever fired a gun:
i have fired a lazer gun, but not a real gun. that would be a cool experience
43. Are you missing someone?
not at the moment. i dont have anyone to miss
44. Favorite TV show?
house MD, chuck, friends, drop dead diva
45. Do you have an obession with WoW?
whats WoW?
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb?
no i dont think so. if they have i cant remember
47. What celeb do you look like?
im unique and dont like to be compared to anyone else
48. Who would you like to see right now?
jhonny depp. like thats going to happen
49. Favorite movie of all time?
some like it hot
50. Do you find yourself loved?
by my friends and family, yes
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?
yes, several times lol
52. Favorite smell?
waterstones
53. Butter, plain, or salted popcorn?
i dot like popcorn much, it tastes of cardbord
54. What's something that really bugs you?
when peopel jude people and think they are better than everyone else
55. Do you like Michael Jackson?
as a person, i didint no him but sdome of his songs were good
56. Taco Bell or Burger King?
depends on if i want a burger or mexican food
57. What's your favorite perfume?
black xs
58. Favorite baseball team?
chicargo cubs cus its the only one i no about
59. Ever call a 1-900 phone number?
no
60. What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?
36 hours
61. Last time you went bowling?
today was my first time on the 30th of july
62. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
on the floor
63. Who was your last phone call?
jack
64. Last time you were at work?
dog sitting for my next door neighbour
65. What's the closest orange object to you?
the 'publish post' sign just below now
Thursday, 29 July 2010
the little things in life
hey people who r reading this. sorry hi person who is readign this. amazingly im still hyper as i have just eaten a cookie - YAY COOKIE - and there is something annoying me. something that always annoys me. there are so many things in life that annoy me. yes i do have a decent life as i have started in my previous post. but that statement dose not extend to headphones.
for you see, those people who know me that if have have somthing and it is mine, invetably it will end up broken or on my bedroom floor with all of my clothes - cus they are not clean enough to put them back in the closet and r not dirty enought o wash, i put to you this question my dear friends where do you put your clothes? - but dont worry, if its sobody else's it will be returned to them in releitivly the same condition that it was given to me. more or less.
anyway... bk to my latest rant. at this particular moment in time - it being 11:55 at night - i want to listen to music. but of course i can't find my bloody headphones. now that is what i call karma. i bloody squahd a fly and now i can't find my head phones. bloody liberty.
but its alright dear people who actually care, i will endevor to find those headphones, dead or alive, and return them to their right full place. right next to my ipod. they will be sorly missed in the mean time
NO WAIT, I HAVE FOND THE HEADPHONES. wow that was quick
laterz
for you see, those people who know me that if have have somthing and it is mine, invetably it will end up broken or on my bedroom floor with all of my clothes - cus they are not clean enough to put them back in the closet and r not dirty enought o wash, i put to you this question my dear friends where do you put your clothes? - but dont worry, if its sobody else's it will be returned to them in releitivly the same condition that it was given to me. more or less.
anyway... bk to my latest rant. at this particular moment in time - it being 11:55 at night - i want to listen to music. but of course i can't find my bloody headphones. now that is what i call karma. i bloody squahd a fly and now i can't find my head phones. bloody liberty.
but its alright dear people who actually care, i will endevor to find those headphones, dead or alive, and return them to their right full place. right next to my ipod. they will be sorly missed in the mean time
NO WAIT, I HAVE FOND THE HEADPHONES. wow that was quick
laterz
my first post
hi people of the world who are sad enough to spend ur time reading this blog, i like you :) not only r u reading this but im hyper atm so not alot of this will make sence. i have a pretty dencent life, so im going to spend my time complaining about that - unless i have had a particullarly crappy day and no PMS does not count - i have amazing friends, nice parents, an obsession with poking, go to a farily gd school and have an annoying onlder bro. so if you are wandering whaty this blog is going to be about, good luck findign out cuz i dont even no :)
i have to say one of my favorite things in life is escaping this world. cuz, lets be honest here, this world can get borning. i mean, it is so easy to slip into a routine in your life. i absolutly hate routines. they are so annoying. why do people want to do the same thing day in and day out? why world, why? so i escape the world of routines and escape. readign is a great way to escape. i love just being able to pick up a completely ramdom book off the shelf and reading teh story of other people, may they be compeltly made up or real.
but i do have to say, plz do not try to escape the world by watching any of the twilight movies. i for one liked the books. they were entertaining if not pridictable. but the movies. OMG what a waste of money. i mean today i went to see eclipse with my friend and i have coem to the conclusion that atleast 60% of the movie features at least one coupple making out and you get to see it. UP CLOSE. it like your watching soemthing your not suposed to see. a lot of things your not supposed to see.
but in between the kissing - yes we get a break from that awkardness - is a week story line that like covers the first 20 chapters in half an hour. but then after that half an hour, the story line only barely sticks to the story. And i have to say this, Bella is really starting to annoy me. not only dose she have a monotone voice that completely drags down the whole movie but what i really dont like about this character is the fact that she leads Jacob on - if you havnt seen the movies, congratulations i wish i was you and jacobs the warewolf one - who is suposedly her best friend. She has to learn that she cant just lead a guy on and expect him to stay forever.
oh and i am not going to even go into the character of Edward. cuz not only is he a complete doosh bag, he is winey, depressing, selfish and completely annoying but we would be here forever. and i dont have forever. 1) im not a vampire and b) i have a life. but let me just say this. every girl who likes him needs to get over him. HE IS NOT A REAL PERSON. VAMPIRES DO NOT EXSIST. but i will say this. he really need to grow a pair of balls and start learnign to fight for what he wants. cuz right now he is so far away from being the perfect guy everybody has made the character out to be.
well that was a good rant. i am sorroy to anybody who has made it though that bust as u can tell, i went to see it today and really needed to talk about it.
keep doing what you love even if it is just for you :) cuz hey, whats life with out personality
Laterz xD
i have to say one of my favorite things in life is escaping this world. cuz, lets be honest here, this world can get borning. i mean, it is so easy to slip into a routine in your life. i absolutly hate routines. they are so annoying. why do people want to do the same thing day in and day out? why world, why? so i escape the world of routines and escape. readign is a great way to escape. i love just being able to pick up a completely ramdom book off the shelf and reading teh story of other people, may they be compeltly made up or real.
but i do have to say, plz do not try to escape the world by watching any of the twilight movies. i for one liked the books. they were entertaining if not pridictable. but the movies. OMG what a waste of money. i mean today i went to see eclipse with my friend and i have coem to the conclusion that atleast 60% of the movie features at least one coupple making out and you get to see it. UP CLOSE. it like your watching soemthing your not suposed to see. a lot of things your not supposed to see.
but in between the kissing - yes we get a break from that awkardness - is a week story line that like covers the first 20 chapters in half an hour. but then after that half an hour, the story line only barely sticks to the story. And i have to say this, Bella is really starting to annoy me. not only dose she have a monotone voice that completely drags down the whole movie but what i really dont like about this character is the fact that she leads Jacob on - if you havnt seen the movies, congratulations i wish i was you and jacobs the warewolf one - who is suposedly her best friend. She has to learn that she cant just lead a guy on and expect him to stay forever.
oh and i am not going to even go into the character of Edward. cuz not only is he a complete doosh bag, he is winey, depressing, selfish and completely annoying but we would be here forever. and i dont have forever. 1) im not a vampire and b) i have a life. but let me just say this. every girl who likes him needs to get over him. HE IS NOT A REAL PERSON. VAMPIRES DO NOT EXSIST. but i will say this. he really need to grow a pair of balls and start learnign to fight for what he wants. cuz right now he is so far away from being the perfect guy everybody has made the character out to be.
well that was a good rant. i am sorroy to anybody who has made it though that bust as u can tell, i went to see it today and really needed to talk about it.
keep doing what you love even if it is just for you :) cuz hey, whats life with out personality
Laterz xD
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